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Stumpage Reports
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004 :::
I'm Pissed Off and I'm I'm Not Gonna Take It Anymore Going to Do the Same Thing Over and Over Until I Die
I had a long phone conversation with the Real, Live, Actual Girl last night. We've been kind blundering along, spending time together and not really discussing anything about our relationship and what our expectations were.
Last night we had that talk. I was thinking, this isn't the kind of thing where I should dissemble or mess around with semantics. If anything calls for the truth its when you're dealing with other people's feelings. So I laid it out, I was probably as truthful as I've been with any human being in the last ten years about where I saw this relationship, where I saw it going, what I don't know about relationships (a large book in itself), what I think I've learned lately, and some things I'm struggling with. Some of it was shit I don't even like telling myself, let alone another person. I didn't say anything mean or try and dump her or anything, I would think a lot of ladies wouldn't mind hearing from a guy they care about a lot of what I said.
This one of the few times in my life, as I felt a relationship slipping away, instead of trying to weasel and keep things going, I just told the fucking truth.
So, what was the result of all my soul-searching and soul-baring.
She said, "You're a really sweet guy Tom. I think you're just trying to tell me in a really nice way you don't want to hang around with me."
She had just gotten the absolute best I had, and if that is what she heard, I really think I need to be talking to someone else. Of course, she had to call back at 7:30 AM to clarify a few things.
Life would be so much easier if it wasn't for other fucking people.
Political Korner:
Hey! Let's scare the shit out of everyone and take their minds off the fact the current administration has been nothing but a disaster for this country!
and . . .
You know the war is going bad when newspaper columnists start quoting the poetry of Wilfred Owen.
::: posted by tom at 10:04 AM
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